Saturday, November 3, 2018

The Brain of Gravity

So centered in the notion of right
That it's as obvious as falling down
Truth, the slippery siren,
Screaming from the shores while the waves
Crash down, falling to the sand
Collapse one upon the other, Brother
Your sister howls in the wind.
We fight the truth like an unending war
Yet surrendering to fact day after day
As the skin falls from our faces
The dripping ruthlessness of time
Descending on our bodies
Like the darkened sky above 
The sun settling in the horizon.
Shadows grow so long before our eyes
Still we insist on seeing beyond the horizon
Into the darkness
Towards a place that makes no sense
All the silly science of hundreds of years
From planet earth and into that same dark space
The fumbling understanding towards ecstasy
Like two clumsy teenagers learning for the first time
How their bodies work
The only essential aspect being the awkwardness
The right being the wrong
The facts are only opinions
This is, in fact, not a fact.
Yet arguments persist.  Meaning what, I'm not sure.
Except for several observations here from this third planet:
The rain does fall.  Not always noticeably nor furiously, but the rain does eventually fall.
The Earth spins tirelessly, not like an automobile tire but like a tired child.
The Sun is a giant ball of incandescent gas, it is not alone, it has many siblings.
Space is more vast than any person can imagine.  Can you conceive of it all?
The attempt itself proves the rule.
When you try to fit the infinite inside anything, you will fail.
The rules that we make should not be confused with science.
There are rules, facts of the solar systems
These are more concrete than any pithy human imagination
Where the whimsy of the earthbound organism is tied to its meaty wants
The universe does not bother with whimsy,
The vacuum of space, and the squishy, hydrated nature of our own bodies...
We are no match for such a ferocious certainty.
Imagine the absolute power of always being right.
But only a real fool could think I was talking about him.
I'm sure God believes in gods... or else what point is the imagination,
The spells and incantations that our words have woven 
Into the sides of cave walls,
The carved faces of canvass in museums,
Painted craterous explosions in the dirt,
Twisted metal overtures to love through song.
We are an inconsistent bunch
This motley crue of socialization we call Humankind
The rules we make are simple and amendable
We change our minds to fit our needs
Because our needs, here at this little outpost in the milky way,
Are of constant reassessment -
Human comforts forcing us to ravage through our bedrock
To evaporate the gas of millennia
To disturb our Mother one more time for warmth and security
We burn away the natural order.
As the tide is high we move on
Cars, trains, planes bustling through the absolute human need for innovation
Spewing forth our twisted view of the this universe
As if this speck of pebble is the center of such a place
That the nebulae splattering the cosmos 
Dare to consider our silly little lives for one moment.
Our selfishness never falls to the ground
Even these words insist that they are significant
Unless I can admit that maybe they only matter to me.
But they don't - these words explore the screen
Not because I'm interested but because I believe other people should be.
As if the rules of time and gravity apply only as I wish them to
When I wish them to
Because I wish them to.
In the end that steady invisible stream of both time and gravity
Shall beat me, like they've beaten every other person on this planet
With those truths born to my own singular experience slaughtered
Because there was no truth at all, except that I am finite,
Briefly in this moment,
While truth lingers only in that eternal battle of matter and gravity
The ultimate truth necessarily being that this is all temporary.

Monday, September 17, 2018

Leashes

My dog gets so excited when he sees his leash
It's that thing that keeps him from being free
He'd rather be outside with the that thing on
Than inside cooped up all day long

I wonder what our leash must be
Where even just a taste of whatever it is, is so sweet
Like in love or imagination, where the thought
Is enough to occupy the mind for hours

Like gods tied to their own omnipotence
And limited by only the greatest forces
The greatest joy anything can really have
Is the one it can never quite grasp.

Monday, March 5, 2018

A Rose By Any Other

Just call me Rhea, that will be fine.
Another calling won't suffice.
There needn't be another way
To get my attention isn't your job
Call me as I ask.

Just call me Rhea, even if you don't want to.
Like children born to unfit parents
Your past is your own problem.
Like history - what's done is done.
Please don't try to change it.
Listen to me when I ask.

Just call me Rhea, because I tell you.
The story is not that of mythology.
I am not the mother of the gods
I am my own god and I have this request
Would you respect your sister?
Would you respect your mother?
Respect me.  I shouldn't have to ask.

Monday, February 26, 2018

Ancient Chemistry

Tiresome anxiety so that it beats like a drum in the back of the skull
There the percussion hits the softest tenderness: a throbbing unending.
As a mounting darkness overwhelms the senses
The anvil rests heavy as the flaming swords are forged
The blades themselves burn at the edges, the only time the might save soul:
Cauterizing the wound at the instant so that the pain doesn't spill forward
But these blades will cool and turn the knife again: that the persistent anxiety;
The rudderless clouds pushing through the mountain's fog like blankets.
They come and go, bedsheets in the morning tent;
There's not comfort enough to keep still in this space.

Could one forgot all this nonsense?  I won't go back and read the past.
The shame is a powerful caged pet that comes out only for the most intimate company.
The caged beast in the corner of the house that we feed tenderized emotions
Only to enrage the monster more.  The blood as metaphorical as it is
Spills figuratively across the floor to everyone else's literal bewilderment.
All people must confront their discomfort and feed their pets of insecurity.
Lord No - not failures of perfection, not unsuccessful battles with success!
The confrontation with such opposition is, more or less, caged inside us.
The fibrous nutrition of love, nurturing a moral fiber - such imperfect science:
The human.  Their first modern love story starts with a deus ex machina:
"Your imperfection!"... and now the rest of the movie.

Entertaining the mind is not captivating the senses, they are more acute
Freezing the tissue and locking the mind is the fortune of terror
A box of untrue secrets to broadcast across the brain:
The frontal lobe is reduced to a boxing match of logic and insecurity.
The resulting fear - the unspoken fight or flight of anxiety.
The shrunken violet against the burning bush.
The botany of existence as to what the matter is.
Of course the question also sounds like, "What is the matter?"
Alas, the question for humans still isn't, "What matters?"

Science which asks what we see is hard work
Seeing what science can't see is God's work
God's work has always been the unimaginable
With hard work the unimaginable is always more imaginable
We can always imagine. If we can do the unimaginable then what is God?
The unimaginable?  Or only the imaginable?
Do you want a god or do you want to be God?

Do not bore the audience with the details.  The writer knows this.
The miracles aren't just what they want - the audience.
They want to see the miracle, again and again and again...
Like the tiresome anxiety that blasts at the back of the brain
Again and again again, a caged animal trapped in the same cycle:
Overwhelming anxiety and impossible miracles again and again and again.
When the humanity scurries under a rock and hides.

Thursday, February 22, 2018

Dog Park Haikus

Folks at the dog park
Lots and lots of barking
Sniffing each other

Concrete and fences
Where everyone roams freely
Some leashes, some laws

Odors of all sorts
Natural, artificial
Scents filling the air

The story of us
Told by the moistened entrials
In the wafting breeze

Stories are many
Told beyond human barking
By dogs at their park.

Monday, February 12, 2018

What Would You Broadcast into the Universe

What eternal question or universal truth demands a submission to the gods?
Telephone messages in so many languages.  Billions of people blinking to infinity.
Lights flicker the messages of death - searing hot suns brought to their knees by physics
Waves ride across the universe on the collapsing emptiness of colliding black holes
Knowledge arrives here in the fantastic dream that we can harness the gods' expanse

What insistent claim would bring the galaxies to their knees?
Ships passing in the night silent hanging over earth like a child's mobile
Dreams careen to the wreckage of asupernatural battle
Decide which aliens deserve the right to enslave all humans.
Effort is when an individual is overmatched but their surroundings.

Can you tell the gods of time and space that you wish understood?
Understanding is the comfort food for the wayward soul.
Empathic companions will make the message travel faster.
Forgetfulness and drunkeness are the tools of understanding
Patience is the rule of the galaxy - Time always knows the story to tell.